I'm going to be truly honest. I'm actually nervous and I'm quite fearful because there are areas of your life that sometimes people want to keep private and I guess I'm being vulnerable here.

I'm just being literally open and honest about my Christian walk and my Christian faith and about Jesus. So I guess I'm just here

doing what God says. Do you want to start? Got my box of tissues just in case.

Boxer tissues down. My backup. Let's start from the beginning. I wasn't always a Christian.

I was raised with the Christian mentality of the Christian morals and the Christian faith about Jesus since I was young.

But I didn't, my ideology was if you're good, you're going to heaven and that's all.

As long as you're good and you don't interrupt people's lives and have a corrupt

character and all sorts. That was my mentality.

But that's not true and I definitely got told that that wasn't true in a harsh way way but I needed to hear it in a harsh way because

I was very so I began my life with my mum until I was 12 and I had quite a few nightmares you

could call it and they were just getting increasingly worse.

So I remember she sent me to this club called Intergirls,

which was every Tuesday.

It was a run by a Catholic woman.

So this is where I think I started, you know, getting interested.

And she was really lovely.

But I told her, I don't know why her, because I pretty much was so shy.

I didn't want to talk to anyone.

But like, I told her and I was like, I just keep having these nightmares that people are going to get me.

And like, they keep attacking me.

And I remember she told me about Jesus and she told me about

you know who's his name and they'll go away and I'm gonna be honest I did because I was scared

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