So I was silly, very, very silly girl last night.

Normally, I go to sleep with my children at the same time, 8.39 p.m. I'm out. Last night I was feeling a little rebellious. I was feeling

like a bad, bad girl. So I took my phone out. I took off my pants.

And I got on Instagram Reels and I fucking doom scrolled for way too long.

I'm talking hours, okay?

Hours of scrolling and it caused me to have a full-blown panic attack spiral, existential

crisis breakdown, okay? All right? It was not good. It was not good.

I, because I was given way too much information in these short chunks and it was freaking me out.

Oh, we bombed Iran. The world's secretly run by pedophiles. Raising an autistic child gives

you PTSD comparable to a frontline soldier. Oh, turns out when autistic kids get older,

there's no good group homes around. So when you die, what's going to happen to your child? Oh, sorry,

I missed the scariest one. Of course. Of course I missed it. One of the guys on my TikTok, because then I

went to TikTok and said that people are getting dementia in their 30s and 40s now from social media and from scrolling.

And it's killing our brains.

Cool.

So cool.

So cool.

Because that's my biggest fear is getting dementia.

And I notice that I sometimes forget things and I forget names and I forget why I walked into a room and it's terrifying and then I feel like I'm killing my brain and I just got a fucking text from my son's teacher saying something along the lines of he is scratching his peers.

Isn't that lovely? Isn't that lovely?

Isn't that wonderful?

If you are a parent with a kid on the spectrum,

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