"I Just Wanted to Be Loved" | Life at the New Beginnings Girls Academy
Preacher Boys Podcast
Eric Skwarczynski
4.5 • 737 Ratings
🗓️ 26 April 2020
⏱️ 34 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Trigger warning. This podcast contains descriptions of various abusive situations. Listener discretion is |
| 0:07.3 | advised. You are listening to the Preacher Boys podcast, a podcast shedding light on decades of mental, |
| 0:14.5 | physical, and sexual abuse within the independent fundamental Baptist movement. The testimony |
| 0:20.1 | shared on this podcast are told from |
| 0:22.4 | the personal experience and perspective of the survivors. Not all legal outcomes are known or final. |
| 0:28.9 | Any suspect is presumed innocent until proven guilty in the court of law. To find more information |
| 0:34.4 | about the Preacher Boys podcast and upcoming documentary, visit |
| 0:38.4 | Preacherboysdoc.com or connect on Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter with the handle at Preacher Boys |
| 0:45.7 | Doc. Now, here is your host, Eric Squarsinski. All right, Brianna, thank you so much for |
| 0:52.6 | joining me on the Preacher Boys podcast. Can you just give |
| 0:55.3 | a little bit of context about your introduction to the IFB and how you first got introduced to |
| 1:03.2 | the New Beginnings Girls Academy? I was in New Beginnings Girls Academy. I was placed there when I was |
| 1:09.2 | 15 years old. It was December 26, 2006. |
| 1:13.9 | I was living in Corona, California. Just some little background. I've had a really rough upbringing. |
| 1:21.1 | Love was never an emotion that was shown to, shown to me and my adoptive family was very abusive. |
| 1:28.6 | My adoptive mom was physically abusive, and my adoptive family was very abusive. My adoptive mom was physically abusive and my adoptive dad was sexually abusive. |
| 1:33.6 | And when I was 14, I told my adoptive mom that my adoptive dad was molesting me and she didn't. |
| 1:39.8 | I think she believed me, but I don't think she wanted to believe me. |
| 1:42.2 | So she sent me away to different family members, and it didn't work ever. |
| 1:49.8 | I was very rebellious. |
| 1:52.1 | And then I started running away. |
| 1:55.0 | I was 12 years old. |
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