When my eating disorder started, I wanted anorexia.

I wanted that thinness.

I wanted that praise for my family members.

And I got it.

I got praised for being skinny and like thin and beautiful. Welcome to Family Life Today where we want to help you pursue the relationships that matter most.

I'm Shelby Abbott and your hosts are Dave and Ann Wilson.

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When you hear the name Rachel Faulkner Brown, what do you think?

Amazing, wonderful, beautiful, and a survivor. Yeah, mean we're laughing because we're so excited to have her back in the studio and not just by herself

Yeah, you have your daughter Campbell here

Welcome to both of you to Family Life today. Oh we're so

honored we just love y'all so much we love you too. Totally gift and you were

on not too long ago share a little snippet of what we talked about the last time you were on.

Yeah. Because you've been on quite a journey.

Yeah.

You know my life has been totally unconventional. I lost my first husband when I was 23 to an aneurysm and remarried two years later.

I lost my second husband in an Air Force plane crash when I was 31.

I had Campbell, who was five months old, and Davis, who was two years old, and was widowed

for six years, remarried a pastor from Atlanta 10 years ago, and we've been on a journey of just ministry and blending and

trying to figure out how to raise kids in a world that is difficult. You know I would say and I was

telling you the last time I was here death made what we've been through this

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