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I Felt the End Before It Came with Daniel Allen Cox

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Religion & Spirituality

4.8566 Ratings

🗓️ 26 November 2025

⏱️ 54 minutes

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Summary

In this episode, Rachel Bernstein interviews Daniel Allen Cox, author of 'I Felt The End Before It Came: Memoirs of a Queer Ex-Jehovah's Witness.' Daniel shares his experiences growing up as a JW, the strict moral code, and the challenges he faced as a queer individual. He discusses the process of leaving the faith, the lack of support, and the journey towards self-acceptance and rebuilding his life. The conversation delves into the repeated failed predictions of Jehovah's Witnesses leaders, the emotional and social impact of being shunned, and the solidarity found outside the religious community. Daniel also talks about the writing of his memoir, the reception it received, and how it has created connections with others who have had similar experiences.


Daniel’s Links

Memoir: https://www.amazon.com/Felt-End-Before-Came-Ex-Jehovahs/dp/0735242100

Daniel’s Website https://www.danielallencox.net/


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Transcript

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0:00.0

Welcome to indoctrination, a weekly conversation series about protecting yourself from systems of control.

0:11.2

I'm your host, Rachel Bernstein.

0:13.8

You are not alone.

0:16.7

And now there are two resources that I've put together specifically for your journey.

0:29.6

This is your host, Rachel Bernstein.

0:32.6

I am an educator and a therapist and a cult specialist, and I am very excited to announce

0:40.8

restart and restore a journal for survivors of manipulation and a companion notebook that I've put

0:51.2

together to go with it that has people's stories that they've shared

0:56.8

with me, that they wanted to share with you, and some wonderful quotes from people whose thoughts

1:04.0

I truly admire, and more pages and writing prompts for you to continue with the writing that can help you along your

1:14.8

healing journey.

1:16.9

This isn't just another blank journal.

1:20.7

It's a trauma-informed recovery companion, and it offers psychoeducation on the mechanics of manipulation and control and therapeutic

1:31.0

writing prompts to explore your history and your strengths, practical exercises that transform

1:38.8

insights into some actionable steps, and the freedom to heal at your own pace.

1:45.0

You can do it in the time frame that works for you without any judgment or pressure.

1:53.3

Whether you joined the organization or the relationship that was controlling as a teen or as an adult,

2:00.3

restart and restore provides the structure

2:03.0

and I think validation needed to process your experiences safely. I'm also excited to share

2:10.7

beyond the journal and its companion notebook that I'm currently working on a second journal

2:16.9

specifically for those born and raised

2:19.3

in high control groups or high control family units as their healing journey often involves

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