"I don't know who I am anymore" w/ Rachel and Erin Alder
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4.8 • 566 Ratings
🗓️ 5 May 2021
⏱️ 62 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Welcome to indoctrination, a weekly conversation series about protecting yourself from systems of control. |
| 0:11.1 | I'm your host, Rachel Bernstein. |
| 0:13.6 | Hi, everybody. Today we have part three of my conversation with Erin and Rachel Alder. For those who have been listening and who have |
| 0:23.9 | gotten very involved in their story and really care, I'm sure that you'll be happy to know. |
| 0:30.1 | There is a third episode, but sad to know that it's the last one. And they are, of course, |
| 0:36.5 | invited back to share more of their story if there's more |
| 0:39.3 | that they want to share. I want to say, too, before I introduce them that this series of episodes |
| 0:46.8 | has touched a lot of people. Not only have I been contacted by other people who have been in this |
| 0:53.4 | very same offshoot that Rachel and |
| 0:57.0 | Aaron were involved in, but also people who have been harmed by 12-step experiences and by |
| 1:04.6 | AA, some of whom who really have moved away from 12-step and AA, others who are still involved, but realized |
| 1:13.8 | that there are inherent dangers or the potential for danger without enough safeguards, |
| 1:21.3 | which is something that Rachel and Aaron and I are going to talk about towards the end of |
| 1:25.5 | this episode. I truly want people to be |
| 1:30.6 | able to have an experience that is more connected to updated senses of scientific discovery |
| 1:41.0 | about addiction and also that not everyone needs to call themselves an addict in |
| 1:48.8 | order to be able to get help and not everyone needs to believe in God in order to get help. |
| 1:54.3 | It needs to be done in a more tailor-made way like it's done with groups like smart recovery and others like it. But really, |
| 2:04.7 | unfortunately, when this system was put in place, there were not safeguards put in place. So |
| 2:12.1 | this is not at all meant to have you move away from your 12-step group or your A-A group if that is |
| 2:20.5 | what's helping you and nothing bad has been happening and you're not in danger and you're |
| 2:25.7 | surrounded with people who really do care and also are sensitive to and respectful of your boundaries. But I do think it is problematic when for some people |
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