An A&E original podcast.

This episode contains descriptions of sexual assault and suicidal ideation.

Listener discretion is advised.

He's a remorse for being caught, but not for what he did.

And I think he enjoyed what he did.

He didn't have a remorse, a remorse bone in his body at all. I truly believe that.

In November of 1984, Lisa McVeigh-Nolland was a 17-year-old living in Tampa, Florida, with her grandmother and her grandmother's boyfriend.

Tampa, Florida is within Hillsborough County jurisdiction.

It's a very safe place to live today.

We have your areas like any other place of your not-so-safe areas,

but it's not a lot.

It's fun here.

We've got the beaches here.

One minute it's raining thunderstorms. Next minute, it's butterflies and rainbows.

While Tampa may have been butterflies and rainbows, Lisa's home life was anything but.

I was tired of my grandmother's boyfriend raping me over and over every day for four years with my grandma's permission.

My grandmother would watch, she never stopped.

Never stopped to protect me.

Number third, I had went to work like any other day.

I was going to kill myself when I came home that night.

I was tired of being in pain.

This is I Survived, the podcast where we talk to people who've lived through the worst things

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