I found out that my husband has been having an affair with my mother behind my back. Because after I caught them on the desk at her house, spending some quality time together, if you know what I mean, I'm now completely devastated, as they're now telling me that they've loved each other for over a year and that they think that I should get used to the idea sooner than later. Because right now, my heart is broken and I seriously don't know what to do. Here's what happened. I'm a

21 year old female and I've been married to my 33 year old husband for a year and three months now. We got together when I was 18 years old and he was 30 while I was a senior in high school. To a lot of people, our relationship is taboo. However, I've always been very mature for my age and it's always felt normal to the both of us.

My mother, who's 40 years old, has always had a soft spot for him, which I appreciated.

When she first met him, she told me that I was lucky to have an amazing person in my life.

Throughout our relationship, my mom and him got along fine, which I've always thought

may just be from their somewhat closeness in age.

However, during our

wedding is when I started noticing weird behavior from my mom. On my wedding day, she told me she

wished she was the one in the gown today, referring to me in my wedding dress. I asked her what she

meant, and she just started laughing saying, oh, I've had too much to drink. She also suggested

that her and my husband have a dance together during my wedding. Well, I immediately laughed because I thought it was a joke. However, now, considering the circumstances, it was clearly not a joke. Further down the line, she would start asking me how he was when we were spending more quality time together, if you know what I mean. Well, I told her that I wasn't comfortable talking to her about that, and that's when she said that my aunt was curious. She also started asking my husband sketchy questions

like that of all kinds, and these were genuinely uncomfortable questions that made me grossed out.

My suspicion specifically grew throughout the last three months. My husband told me that my mom

had asked him to renovate her kitchen, as he does work in construction construction and stated that he would be over there after work Monday through Wednesday. Well, when I offered to join him, he said that it wasn't necessary and that it would be boring for me. When I asked my mom if I should join as well, she said I was being a nagging wife asking to come over. However, when he started to visit my mom, I noticed some really

big changes in our relationship, because when he would come home from work or from my mom's house,

he would never be interested in being close to me. My suspicions grew further when I visited

my mom's place and the kitchen looked the same as before. And when I confronted both of them,

they said they were still prepping for the renovation. But in this moment, I knew something was wrong, as the worst was only yet to be discovered. Well, I had an urge to know, so I left work early and decided to go to my mom's place and see what was happening. When I arrived, I wanted to see what they were up to naturally, and didn't want them to be alarmed that I was there. Luckily, my mom's place has a lot of windows,

and you can see nearly every room in the house if you just wander around. When I got to the study's window, that's when I saw my husband and my mother sleeping together, if you know what I mean, right on the desk. I screamed and cried. When they saw me, my mom looked down in complete disbelief, while my husband ran out of the room.

I wasn't there long, but ran to my car

and drove off hyperventilating.

When I got, me, my mom looked down in complete disbelief, while my husband ran out of the room. I wasn't there

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