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I Beg Your Pardon part 5

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Javier Leiva

Society & Culture, True Crime, Technology

4.72.6K Ratings

🗓️ 14 April 2026

⏱️ 27 minutes

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Summary

My cousin spent 23 years in an Illinois prison for a crime she says she didn't know she was committing. She was 33 when a judge handed down a 60-year sentence. She would have been 93 before she saw the outside again. This episode is personal. In "Only God Pardons," we follow my cousin Iris (not her real name) through the Illinois clemency system: what it takes to apply, what the odds actually look like, and what it means to finally get out, only to discover that freedom comes with its own kind of sentence. Along the way, we hear from Margaret Byrne, a Chicago attorney who has spent 45 years fighting for people inside Illinois prisons who shouldn't be there, including the women she represented through the Illinois Clemency Project for Battered Women. And we talk to Jeff Grant, attorney, minister, and co-founder of the White Collar Support Group, who argues that the pardon system doesn't go nearly far enough and who is pushing Congress to add federal expungement as a tool alongside clemency. We also look at what's happening at the federal level, where a booming paid-pardon industry has taken root around the White House. According to federal lobbying disclosures, clients paid firms more than five million dollars in 2025 just to get their clemency cases in front of the president, eight times what was spent seeking pardons from the Biden administration. And then there's Rod Blagojevich, the former Illinois governor convicted of corruption, commuted by Trump in 2020 and fully pardoned in his second term, a man who turned the governor's office into a shakedown operation, pardoned by a president who turned clemency into currency for whoever could afford the cover charge. Meanwhile, my cousin filed her petition the right way. Through the right channels. And waited. In this episode: Margaret Byrne, founder of the Illinois Clemency Project for Battered Women and veteran clemency attorney Jeff Grant, attorney, minister, and co-founder of the White Collar Support Group and the Federal Expungement Initiative Learn more: White Collar Support Group: whitecollaradvice.org Federal Expungement Initiative: contact Jeff Grant through the White Collar Support Group Illinois Prisoner Review Board: illinois.gov/agencies/prisoner-review-board Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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0:00.0

True Story Media.

0:10.2

Do you even know what 453 kilograms of cocaine looks like?

0:18.6

It's roughly a thousand pounds.

0:23.2

It weighs about the same as a grand piano, a large male grizzly bear, or five grown men forming a human pyramid. That's a lot of

0:30.3

cocaine. Now, imagine all that cocaine, $63 million worth, packed into 13 bricks, tucked away in a motor home heading

0:40.0

from California to Illinois. That's exactly what happened in 1995. A state trooper pulled

0:46.5

over the RV for going five miles per hour over the speed limit. And at first, he gave

0:52.6

the driver warning.

0:54.3

But the trooper started looking around and something just didn't seem right.

0:59.1

The trooper said, wait here, and he called for a canine unit to search the camper.

1:04.5

That's when they found the cocaine.

1:07.0

All the passengers were arrested, including my cousin, who I'll call Edie's.

1:12.6

When my family heard the news, we were shocked.

1:15.6

I mean, it's still kind of hard to believe because my cousin Edie's never had a criminal record prior to this.

1:22.6

After she was arrested, Edie sat in jail for 10 months awaiting trial. It was crazy.

1:29.5

I would look to the ceiling and I saw a little crack and I can just see if it was day or night.

1:36.4

Wow.

1:36.7

And there was always a little star in between that little crack.

1:42.0

At night I can see the star and I'm like, oh my God,

1:44.9

you're going to make me cry out.

1:46.6

I know, because it was being rough, you know?

1:48.7

No, I can't even imagine.

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