I just hope that this can be encouraging to you to like know that you're not alone and know that there's still hope and even if like you're going through a situation that you don't have kids and it's very difficult to see a path forward and like

question if you're ever going to have kids. I think that it's opened up this world

to me. There's always hope. I think about it. It's like kind of a weird thought,

and maybe this is like insensitive,

but it is this like, it's hard to picture our life now

without Josiah.

Like that's very difficult for me to like,

Yeah. You know, now I'm gonna cry it's difficult to like

picture where we would be without him and how much I'm obsessed and love him, you know, that's just I can't think about it.

I just he would not be here if it wasn't for everything that happened and

you know one day we'll get to meet our baby and Welcome to Raising Heights. I'm Tori. I'm Zah. And yeah, thank you guys for being here again. Another episode. Another episode. Another one, another one. What are we doing? Holy smokes. We just keep on going. We don't stop talking. Well, this will be the the last one then we'll take a short week or two break.

We're not sure how long we break. It'll be short. Yeah. But we've got some traveling coming up. Yeah. We've got some life coming up.

Yeah, short little break.

We haven't said it, but Josiah's having his tonsils out.

Have we not said it?

No.

Oh, interesting.

Lila's surgery was so successful.

They're like, let's take Josiah's too.

Just keep going.

But on the list.

So we're going to take a short break for that

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