Therapy costs like $10 billion, and it is necessary in some cases because some people are legitimately psychocou monkey crazy.

But there's a decent amount of self-introspection that one can do.

Sorry, that was redundant. I know introspection includes the self part. You do

introspection on yourself. Anyways, there's a certain amount of looking within that you can do to

figure out pretty much on your own if there is something wrong with you. And I am talking mentally.

I'm talking physically. And as we go on this nature walk today, here in Granada, Spain, two days here, two days out here, and I'm already doing the Lisp on the S in Spanish.

Anyways, I was thinking about this today because I, over the past month have really been going through a bit of a bout of hypochondriacism.

It feels like every day I'm like, okay, I have disease and it's going to kill me in one week and I haven't had like a big bout of this basically

Hypochondriacism we're gonna I'm gonna place you down here next this beautiful composite rock formation next to

a wall from a house I don't know when that was built okay this is really steep this is not ideal

This is not ideal podcasting territory. I, the last time I really

thought I was going to die from like disease was when I was in Indianapolis, um, in an abandoned mental

hospital for funsies for a good for a hoot and a holler and a thrill and a bat flew past my face I've

talked about us a billion times oh I see the biggest spider over there I'm gonna back up a little bit um I saw or a bat hit me in the face and I

immediately started spiraling because like rabies is like the scariest like literally the scariest

thing I can think of. I would rather have someone come into my house with a shotgun and blow both

of my like legs off and walk around with little stumps for the rest of my life then fucking get rabies and die from it.

Because the thing about rabies is like you get you get like bit

and you could like maybe not even know it could look like a tiny little came so far away so you

can't really see it it could be like that big of a mark that that big that wasn't really a good

way to like express a hole with my fingers um and then like a year like you start foaming at the mouth and it's like a hundred percent mortality rate.

So yada yada yada yada like yada like y'all fucking know. I was like so scared about it. Um, I really thought like that was gonna be it for me.

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