I started to realize that I had these unconscious patterns, that I was repeating myself over and over.

I was in a fight with a girlfriend.

Everything that I was saying to her, like word for word, were things that I had said to previous girlfriends.

Wow.

Like, I'm in an unconscious pattern, and I have no idea what it is, and it's scared the shit out of me.

It's been a long and bloody history to become the humans that we are today.

So like how long have these wounds been propagating?

If I dehumanize the one who is evil, then am I not also evil?

Forgive them, Father, they know not what they do.

Each and every one of us are carrying some aspect of that shadow.

It's a lot of baggage we're all carrying.

It's a lot of healing.

You know, talk about shadow work.

Dude.

But you got to go back and confront your pain.

There's no other way.

I learned also just to be with my fear.

Like, is this fear legitimate?

Or is this something from my history? But I can't

make that determination unless I've actually come into contact with it. The other thing about

Bitcoiners is that we're highly disagreeable. When you see that many disagreeable people coming

into agreement about one thing, the level of your conviction. Yeah.

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