I remember when we were first dating and I those were glorious days. Yeah a long time ago but they were pretty fun. But one of the sad things to me was

Oh, wait, we're talking about good things.

What do you mean sad?

Welcome to our marriage.

Here we go.

I'm like, let's go deep and feel it.

You're like, wait, let's just stay up here on the surface.

Can we watch another movie?

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This is family life today. I loved your mom and one of the reason I loved your mom was because she had endured so much of

divorce, losing a child. She had faced the many affairs that your dad had had and

yet she really was seeking Jesus but when we first

started dating she would drink at night and then all of the stories came out and

I remember saying to you like oh man your mom is still so

lost in the past of not forgiving your dad.

Yeah you know it's obviously something I grew up with and her method of dealing with the bitterness and there was bitterness and often covered up. It was just an underlying seething was to drink and to sort of just step into denial.

And to hide the pain.

And I watched that. that yeah and I thought my mom was bitter I'm not and then I

realize I have a lot of that as well thank God I didn't go to alcohol to you know take away

the pain but I needed to figure out how do you take away the real pain?

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