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Real Talk with Rachel Awtrey

How Do You Trust God After the Unthinkable? with Amber Smith | Episode 356

Real Talk with Rachel Awtrey

Rachel Awtrey

Christianity, Personal Journals, Society & Culture, Relationships, Religion & Spirituality

4.9661 Ratings

🗓️ 10 December 2025

⏱️ 41 minutes

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Summary

When country music star Granger Smith and his wife, Amber Emily Smith, lost their three-year-old son, River, their world stopped. In the depths of unimaginable grief, Amber found herself on the bathroom floor—empty, aching, and crying out to God for even a thread of hope. That moment didn’t erase the pain but it did begin a story of redemption. Now the author of The Girl on the Bathroom Floor and the host of the Arise with Amber podcast, Amber joins me on Real Talk with Rachel Awtrey for a raw, hope-filled conversation about loss, faith, and learning how to live with both grief and joy in the same breath. We talk about how God met her in the darkest place, how healing didn’t come all at once, and how beauty can still rise from ashes. This episode of Real Talk with Rachel Awtrey is tender, powerful, and deeply sacred. If you’ve ever wondered where God is when your life falls apart—this conversation is for you. GRAB RACHEL'S BOOK: https://rachelawtrey.com/book LEAVE RACH A VOICEMAIL FOR THE SHOW: https://speakpipe.com/heyrachhotline CONNECT FURTHER WITH RACHEL: https://rachelawtrey.com/ SOCIAL MEDIA: https://www.instagram.com/realtalkpodcast https://www.instagram.com/rachel.awtrey/ CONTACT: podcast@rachelawtrey.com This video/podcast may contain affiliate links, sponsorships, or products I’ve received for free. I only share things I truly love and think will bring you value. If you purchase through my links, I may earn a small commission at no extra cost to you. Thanks for your support! THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS: Cure Hydration: Visit ⁠⁠curehydration.com/REALTALK⁠⁠ and use code REAL TALK for 20% off your first order Antique Candle Co: Use “REALTALK” to get a free Gift Set on any order of $40 or more now at ⁠⁠antiquecandleco.com⁠⁠ Wild Invitation: ⁠⁠Get your copy today⁠⁠ Mercy Ships: Please donate today at ⁠⁠MercyShips.org/podcast⁠⁠ Omaha Steaks: Visit ⁠⁠OmahaSteaks.com⁠⁠ for 50% off sitewide during their Sizzle All the Way Sale. And for an extra $35 off, use promo code FUN at checkout. ADVERTISE ON THE SHOW: To inquire about host-read ads or to become the show’s next Presenting Sponsor, please send an email to podcast@rachelawtrey.com or those at That Sounds Fun Network. EPISODE CREDITS: Podcast Cover Photography: Jay Barr Photography Intro Music: "Luxurious" by Sunny Tones DISCLAIMERS: The views and opinions expressed in each episode are those of the individual contributors and do not necessarily reflect those of the podcast host and team or the owner of this Intellectual Property. This podcast is not an authority of legal advice, and listeners are encouraged to seek professional counsel with regard to their brand, business, and otherwise. We all hope you enjoy and find value in each episode. Many of the product and service promotions in each episode are under the negotiated terms of affiliate or sponsorship agreements. If a link is clicked and a purchase is made, an affiliate commission may be received. However, we recommend products or services that we personally endorse and believe may be beneficial to others. This information is disclosed in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising." Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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0:30.1

Hey everyone. Welcome back to another episode of Real Talk with Rachel Autry, where I help you

0:35.1

delight in life and find joy right where you are.

0:38.5

And today's conversation is coming to you straight from the webcam if you're watching.

0:41.9

I told our friend that's joining us today.

0:44.0

I was like, guys, you'll never believe what happened to my camera right before we went live.

0:48.4

It literally started smoking and catching on fire.

0:51.6

So if that tells you exactly how incredible and impactful, I expect, no pressure, Amber, for this conversation to be, it's that. I'm like, okay, there's something about this that the enemy is so not stoked about. And so he's about to set it ablaze, but we are too. Welcome to the show, Amber Smith. I'm so excited to have you. Thank you. I'm so happy to be here. If there's anything

1:11.4

that's real talk, it's your camera catching on fire. It's real. Honestly. I really am about

1:21.6

excellence and quality. But when those things happen, you just lean in. And you're like,

1:25.8

curious, God, what are you up to?

1:27.7

You know? Yeah, because I'm sure the enemy wanted you to be like, no, I got to cancel this and do it another day. Never. Like, nope, we're pushing on. No. No, no, no, no, no. Yeah. I'm like, and the only person that's going to be sad about it is my network. It's not like I would just have random half quality episodes if I could. But anyways, I'm so glad you're here.

1:48.0

And you said something when I told you about the story about the camera. I was like, I have to

1:52.5

know more about that for a second. You said, if I could tell you how many times fire had to do with parts

1:57.9

of my story. Yeah. I was like, wait, I really want to ask her, but I'm

2:01.2

going to wait until we record. What do you mean by that? It's so interesting. I just feel like fire

2:05.6

has been all throughout, I mean, one time, it was the Fourth of July. My husband was out of town,

2:13.0

and I was doing fireworks with the kids, just little fun little fireworks. And we'll never do it again by myself now. Okay. He was gone. And we lit off, we let off fireworks where we were finished. And we're like, okay, we're going to go to bed. And my daughter said, can we please do one more? Just one more, mommy, please do one more. So I shot off one more. Our field starts catching on fire. Like one little park flew. I'm by myself.

2:51.0

I'm like, oh my gosh. So I run, grab the water hose, yank it over. It doesn't reach. So I'm like, I'm like, oh my gosh, but my field is about to catch fire. My husband's gone. My neighbor is, their house is going to burn. I ran and filled up this big tub of water and just dumped it and kept stomping on it. So I got it out, thankfully.

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Another story is we built a barn.

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We just built a barn for guests, mother-in-law type stuff. And Granger was really, really happy with the barn. And it started to kind of maybe develop a sense of pride in him. Like, this is awesome. I'm so glad, you know, we're able to do this. And one morning, one morning, he was going to go work on his radio show upstairs. And he said, he just thought, I'm going to go check out the barn and see what they've done. He smells this tiny little bit of smoke. And he was like, that's weird. That smells like a cigarette. And just so happens, he walked in and it was, the barn was was completely engulfed in black smoke, he said there was two little dots. It looked like the enemies, like eyes.

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