Hello, everyone.

I think the overwhelming thoughts I get when I'm frustrated about what the world knows, what it doesn't know, is that I know things and I want to share that information.

And it's very difficult to get it out on a broad scale because the world is so busy with so many different inputs of information coming from all

different directions. And again, some issues that I've had to deal with in my own life

regarding my husband's case really don't apply to the majority. Thank God of this country.

Like that, you know, what happened to us, fortunately or unfortunately for

everybody that it happens to, but fortunately, it is a very unique hell, a club that

nobody should belong to. And I appreciate all the support everyone has given us despite that. Meaning it's like when

you have a family member that is injured or harmed or gets ill or you get ill or something

tragic happens in your family, then it's a firsthand experience that you have and the world

is just a different place to you forever after that. You see other people's problems as less

than your own because that's the reality. The fact is if you go through something that is

traumatic and it harms you, whether it is a physical, emotional, financial, it's hard not to compare

when other people complain about their problems to think, wow, you should be grateful that you're not

dealing with what we're dealing with. It's just natural to feel that way. I tend to say, I don't,

and it's true, I don't judge anybody for having their own issues. And that's their, that's their

world, that's their path. And that's their own struggles. And who am I to say that it's right or

wrong? I'm not. I'm saying that that's the path that God has put them on,

and they are dealing with such things as whatever, X, Y, or Z. And who knows what they deal

with at home? It's none of my business. And I think that's part of the test. That's part of God's tests.

And I don't say God's testing, you know, like, hello, you know.

But the fact is it's a, it is your humanity of yourself about how you, how other people reflect back on your own struggles. For instance, this is just a personal experience

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