The other thing we have in common is boarding school girls.

I went to four boarding schools.

Shut the fuck up, did you actually?

What's the story of how Made in Chelsea came to exist and how you ended up on it? I was in my room trying to get ready for a date and I walked out and my underwear and then they were like, who are you? You need to be on the show. I got the bus to filming and then they made me get in a Bentley. Now, I have heard you say that you think anxiety is a made-up construct.

Well, hold on. When did you start thinking about the fact that you wanted to remove alcohol from your life in this serious way? You have the night, you know, things get out of control. At the time, you just think you're having fun. Even you might know you've taken it a bit far. You wake up the next day and you, I was just like,

I was pictured.

Hi, dolls.

Welcome to Olivia's house.

Today's guest is TV personality, fashion and beauty entrepreneur, author, model and mummed two gorgeous girls.

It's Millie McIntosh. Thank you for having me. Finally. I know, finally. I feel like we've been

having this conversation for a minute. We've been Instagram friends. We've been DMing back and forth, especially the last couple of weeks. We've both been in the trenches. Everything you've been posting, I've just been like, I feel you. And my publicist would wish I'd post less. But also, when you see something, you're like, okay, that meme or that quote really, I relate to that. I'm going to post it. I know it's kind of hard not to even then I'm like,

oh, I probably shouldn't. I just post it anyway. How are you, like how are you today? How's, how's, how's? Do you know what? I'm actually really good today. So I'm just going to go with that. Go good. Yeah. And every day is different, I think. Every day is so different. Up and down. It's a journey.

It's definitely, you know, life is lifeing.

But I'm really focused on all the positive things in my life. Yes. And there's lots of exciting stuff going on. And, yeah, most days I actually feel good. On that note, we have a little tradition here in the clubhouse where I ask my guests what they want to leave at the door. Okay. It can be something, a trend, a person, a thing, it's whatever you just want to stay outside today.

Okay.

Anyone out there who just enjoys bringing people down.

That's a good one.

Just kind of people out there that are going to take the time out their day to go on your Instagram account and leave a horrible comment.

Like, what's the point? Like, did you need to do that?

Is that something you've found that you've experienced more in the last few weeks

than going on? Or is it something you've always been aware of since you've been on telly?

I think it's just something I've always been aware of. And I actually don't let it bring

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