So something that I've learned over my journey, my journey of walking with my

higher self, having a stronger relationship with, we can call it the most

high because they say, God, universe, creation, whatever terminology, whatever

language you want to use today. But something that I have learned has been

that God is invested in you more than you are even invested in yourself. Like,

you will make mistakes, you will do things you regret and you will be so hard

on yourself and you will think as if you ruined an opportunity or it's over for

you, not realizing that you aren't being guided and you are invested in. You

know, this is a long-term investment. This is in a short-term investment that, you

know, a partnership that God is with you in, like, no, no, this is like long-term

investment through thick and thin, you understand. There's been so many times

where I struggled with giving myself forgiveness, you know, and like just

tearing myself apart for something I regret or something I didn't do or being

slow on something or whatever it may be and, you know, through meditation and

contemplation and, you know, observing time to sit and spirit and, you know, pray

and I realize, oh man, like, chuh! Isn't even upset with me. I'm the one

upset with myself. You know, I think, you know, a lot of religions talk about

judgment day and, you know, I don't fear judgment day because we judge ourselves

every single day already. I think the judgment we go through ourselves is, it may

be harder than the judgment we will go through with God because, you know,

if God is a loving, you know, forgiving, you know, parent, yeah, you know, it's

gonna judge, but, you know, I was gonna bring us into its energy and love and

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