All right, everybody. Oh my God, we are back. We are back. It is like the craziest. I don't know. I feel like I've had, I feel like I've lived a lifetime. We've lived three lifetimes. Oh, my Lord.

Well, obviously, welcome to the podcast.

Today's podcast, you guys who follow me online are probably well aware.

I posted a couple of days ago that Dan and I were 14 weeks, almost 15 weeks pregnant,

and our baby did not make it.

So I wanted to just take a few minutes today to talk about it because I wanted to put it out there. And it's been so weird, AJ, because I've wanted to update people. And I know you've been there from the beginning. Yes, it was very hard to keep my mouth shut. From when you were pregnant to all the new news. Like I was, I mean, I've been with you through the whole journey. It's been hard. You've been there through the whole thing. And I actually found out that I was pregnant, like the day before we went to Area 51 when we went to Alien Stock. Right. So it was, it was nuts. It was like, you know, Dan and I, like, tried, we had decided we were going to try right after her wedding. Right. A couple weeks later, I was, you know, ovulating.

So we, you know, Dan and I like tried, we had decided we were going to try right after our wedding.

Right.

A couple weeks later, I was, you know, ovulating.

So we tried.

And then two weeks later, we got a positive yes that we were pregnant, right?

So fast.

So fast.

So we're thinking this is amazing, like how great is God?

Like we, this is unbelievable.

And then, and you know, so the past three months, things had been going really well. We went for a blood test. The blood work came back

fine. They did a DNA test. Like, I didn't have any of the, you know, the predisposed things

that you can have. And then at like nine weeks, they wanted to see if there was a heartbeat.

So we went in, there was a heartbeat, the heartbeat sounded strong, everything was great, right?

Right. So I'm over 35. They had suggested we go to this fraternal medicine doctor, OBGYN,

just for a DNA test, again, cell-free test, and to make sure there was no

Down syndrome.

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