Everyone, I am deciding to do it live. I was going to go out on a kayak because I love kayaking,

but in Florida, this is really cold for us. I'm actually sitting by my fire and to show you how

often we do not use our fire, we're going to take apart all the bricks and the pilot keeps going out.

So I haven't reset it up. So it looks beautiful, but I'm going to sit in front of it and stay warm. My husband was

good enough to take my son to Jiu-Jitsu and my other children wanted to go with him. So I thought,

I'm going to do a podcast. And I, I don't know, I met so many amazing, wonderful,

beautiful people at Sikh. So hello to all of y'all I saw at Sikh. And I thought, I'm going to do

this as a video too. I'm mainly moving away from YouTube just because I find more freedom in

just doing the podcast. I love, I love among the lilies.

I love what it's been.

And I love the people that I've met, that it's helped.

It's been huge for me.

It's helped me a lot in my life.

I joke that when I first started the podcast, there was no, I don't joke about it.

There just wasn't any good Catholic

podcast for women in particular. Like, catching foxes was around and Pines with Aquinas. Like

Matt had already started pints. I don't know that there are any others. There was no others

that I knew of. And if there were, it was definitely geared more towards guys and not women.

And so I really wanted and desired to start among the lilies for other ladies. And I just

wanted, I don't know, I wanted to have the hard conversations no one else was having. And I was

really bad postpartum with my son. So after my fourth baby, he was

very sick and almost died multiple times. And then once he started getting better, I plummeted

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