Hello I'm Lexi Lumbard welcome to a new episode of the at Lexi podcast. I am all over the place right now and I don't not want to be here. I'm just not proud of the moment that I'm in in my life at the moment if I look around just at my immediate surroundings my

bedroom the living room there are belongings everywhere I'm in the middle of doing a really deep

clean and my roommate and I decided to take the adult responsibility of I'm just

kidding cleaning the house of hiring house cleaner.

I'll do daily cleans and weekly cleans but it was in need of a deep clean

so we had a housekeeper come yesterday and do a huge scrub of the

bathroom in the kitchen and the living room we didn't have her do the bedrooms or

anything and it's really nice. However, I am the daughter of two people when they would

have a housekeeper come that everything was hidden the night before. I know you're supposed to clean up and not leave dirty dishes in the sink

when a housekeeper comes.

But I have only had a housekeeper.

I have never had a housekeeper in New York.

This is the first time. It was a one-off thing and I was panicking. I've been having sleep troubles.

Y'all I was talking in the last episode. Oh, everything is so great. Blah, blah, blah,

I probably sound so annoying, but I want to take advantage of

having gratitude for this moment because we don't know how long it'll last.

And you know what, just a short week later.

I'm not in a bad mood or anything.

I'm just not like thriving per se at the moment.

But I was going to sleep the night before the housekeeper came and is it proper to call

him a housekeeper, a house cleaner? I'm not sure. We're going to keep calling it housekeeper

because I'm not, I have to make a decision and I was getting ready for bed and I'm trying so

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