Heidi The Scapegoat & The Controlling Narcissistic Father - Narcissist Apocalypse, Intergenerational Trauma, Narcissism

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🗓️ 9 October 2023

⏱️ 116 minutes

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Heidi is the scapegoat for her family. Her father was highly controlling, watching her every move, waiting to erupt at minimal slights of ever-changing and unpredictable goalposts. These events set the stage for a life of low self-esteem, confidence, and worth. It's a story of enmeshment, minimizing, denying, blame, putdowns, rage, sexual abuse, enabling, suicidal ideation, depression, bullying, intergenerational trauma, fragmented identity, loneliness, CPTSD, and PTSD. **This episode is dedicated to the 12 people who helped Heidi get her Phd. *** CONTENT WARNING - We discuss Sexual Abuse, Child Hood Physical Abuse, and Suicidal Ideation. *** To reach out to Heidi, please contact the show at narcissistapocalypse@gmail.com If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at narcissistapocalypse@gmail.com To help out our podcast, please fill out our listener survey, click here. Thank you to our sponsor BETTERHELP. If you need online counseling from anywhere in the world, please do go to https://www.betterhelp.com/nap Get started today and enjoy 10% off your first month. Thank you to our sponsor FACTOR. To get delicious fresh healthy meals delivered to your door and ready in 2 minutes, go to Factor at https://www.factormeals.com/nap50 and use promo code NAP50 to get 50% off. If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.). To reach them, click here. Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/ Join our Instagram Channel at https://www.instagram.com/narcissistapocalypse Join our Youtube Channel at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpTIgjTqVJa4caNWMIAJllA Misogyny, Empathy, Controller, Imposter syndrome, Validation, Relationship, Psychopath, Personality types, Narcissistic, Narcissism, Jealous, Infidelity, Domestic violence, Cptsd, Child abuse, Psychotherapist, Codependency, Verbal abuse, Trauma therapy, Stalking, Sexual abuse, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Personality disorder, Narcissistic abuse, Manipulation, Financial abuse Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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0:30.0	On this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, we talk with an abuse survivor named Heidi,
0:36.2	and Heidi was raised by a controlling narcissistic father.
0:39.4	It's a story of intergenerational trauma, scapegoats, enmeshment, fragmented identity, minimization, denial, and the healing journey. Welcome to Narcissist Apocalypse, everyone. I am Brandon Chadwick and with me today we have Heidi.
1:18.2	How are you? I'm good, thank you. How are you? Well, I'm doing well and thank you for being here, Heidi. And if you want to be a guest like Heidi is today,
1:28.1	please do go to our website at Narcissistapocalypse.com. Top of the page, there's a button that says
1:32.9	guest form. When you click on that button, it takes you to our guest form page. And there,
1:36.8	you can read all of our instructions and either send us an email at Narcissist Apocalypse
1:40.4	at gmail.com or fill out our guest form and press the submit button.
1:44.4	And please do send it in the format that we ask for.
1:47.2	And today we have a content warning for this episode as we do discuss sexual abuse in this
1:52.5	episode.
1:53.1	And it is from Heidi's parent.
1:55.1	And Heidi is not a child when this happens.
1:57.7	So this is our content warning for this episode. And today you're going to hear
2:03.8	Heidi's life story. And she was the scapegoat of her family. And you're going to hear and feel
2:10.2	her whole life today, all of her struggles and the breakthroughs that she's had lately as well.
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