Do you have like after fuck shame or does that not exist in your body?

Mm-hmm. You have to. Not shame, but it's just like I was horny.

Right. You're just like, well, I usually feel that when it's like somebody that's like an ex or somebody

I was like, I told myself I was gonna stop talking to her. Right. And then you're like, ah,

I invited her over last night, didn't I? She. Yeah, that's all like my my normal thing that I will not do or try.

You just drop skittles all around. I'm sorry. Dude.

No, that's what I'm gonna say.

Right. No. The number one thing that I cannot stand doing and try to be really

cognizant of not doing it is like playing with emotions in any capacity like any capacity like

like that whole like tax in your ex and like an ex that you like you know still has feelings for you

and like your horn is you taxer and then you know. I mean like that. Yeah, but alcohols like bitch

that's going to change tonight. What is it? What does alcohol I don't get it.

It's like numbers in a bison, but also like what the fuck?

Because you got like a chamber of emotions that you locked away and you put in a back file

camera. You know what? That chapter my life is done. Then alcohols are running through that

cabinet like, hey, y'all remember these memories? Yo, time to text yo girl Melissa. And I'm like,

I should text my girl Melissa. Yeah, you you you think it's fine. You don't you forget all the

reasons why you dude, you ever like been hooking up with girl for like for a while and then you like

there's a certain sexual experience. You're like, all right, I'm just I'm like sort of turned off.

I don't really want to do that anymore. So you close that chapter of life. And then you don't have

sex in a flick a few weeks, three weeks and you forget why you don't want to have sex in

anymore and then you text them and you have sex in them that time and you're like, oh, this is why?

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