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🗓️ 23 April 2020
⏱️ 83 minutes
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0:00.0 | I don't know if I should do this because I kind of wonder if I'd start I'll never stop. |
0:09.6 | In 2014, I was the mother of two girls, ages three and six. |
0:15.4 | My home was full of singing laughter and gravely toddler voices in August. |
0:21.8 | My youngest Sarah was diagnosed with cancer. |
0:25.8 | Three months later, I was standing beside her grave, unable to do much more than Christ silently. |
0:33.6 | Grief is the pain I experience and the face of being unable to be with my daughter in the same way. |
0:40.4 | It is the catalyst for growth and change. |
0:43.5 | It's the ever-present reminder of what was and what could have been. |
0:48.4 | Now, six years later, it is all right under the service. |
0:54.2 | It isn't that my pain is really diminished. |
0:57.4 | Rather, it's that my heart is learned to hold even more. |
1:01.0 | Now I have sorrow, joy, pain and peace, longing and fulfillment. |
1:07.4 | I have both and. |
1:12.9 | Yes, I am seven weeks out from the loss of my spouse of 41 years. |
1:22.2 | My husband died seven weeks ago very suddenly and I have spent the last few weeks |
1:32.4 | not only trying to recover from the loss, but also in isolation because of the COVID-19 virus. |
1:44.0 | So it has been a time of terrific adjustment for me. |
1:50.9 | I'm better now than I was three weeks ago, four weeks ago. |
1:57.6 | But just this evening, I walked into my bedroom and I actually felt |
2:04.4 | some joy just just rose up in me, this joyous feeling and I continued through my bathroom |
2:13.2 | into my closet where I once again realized that his clothes were gone. |
2:20.5 | And despair came over me. |
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