So I've been putting this off for just as long as I could and in the back and it's self-care sometimes procrastination is self-care

Maybe I mean you do you do have to say I'm not ready for this task, you know people

Yeah, such a negative spin on this stuff sometimes, but go ahead

Yeah, but I feel

August

Yeah, I feel its presence and

But like I know I have to get this done before August that basically it's time to it's time to fire up the grill

Yeah, yeah, and

So of course I start by

Getting my family to leave the house

I don't tell I don't tell them why I just say

Sweetheart, I need you for me. I knew you are. Yes. I need you to

Go go stay with your sister for a little while. Yep, I need to bring the kids. We are in danger. Yes

Don't take anything with you do not contact me. I will contact you if things work out if not I've

I've loved the time that we had together. Yes

But but

We don't have time

You're being so dramatic stop

So once they're gone I

start

Giving away all our possessions. Yeah

Won't need all your going. Yeah, call the police and form them that this is gonna be

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