The moment you get good news, now, you say, thank you, God.

You cry because you know you've been in dark places.

You've experienced enough.

You know you're blessed.

And so when you are blessed further, tears are instant.

Thank yous are instant, immediate. But if you begin to notice, they're also

what precedes the blessing. They preceded the signs. Your awareness of me precedes the signs.

You're aware of me now. And what fruit will that bear? You're aware that you're not that character again.

You're not the one trying to become aware of me, trying to hold me. What fruit will that bear

when you stop trying to grow the fruit and manage the fruit and

hold the fruit and barter and trade the fruit let me hold that character together let me

manage everything does that feel light now does Does that feel easier? I know it feels truer to you.

This soft life. Can you get used to it? Can you walk around with the softness about you?

With this fragrance of love all about you. They sense you before you're coming and when you're

in the space they all look to you they look at you but i'm radiating out of you i flow out of your

belly out of your mouth they look at you but they are looking into eternity. They see a body, but they're looking at me.

I love you.