Uh, virtue. So they should be all excited about going to the Barbie movie together today

First show Barbie squad all together today

Let's go party

Abby and Rebecca and Cassie and Kristen are all dressing up in pink and Katie and Katie and Sarah and Amanda

We got got them all we do all right the whole squad going today

So it should be a really, really fun day, but in

With full disclosure

Abby and Cassie are having some anxiety about going to the movies today. I am not because I'm on drugs

It's been um, I haven't been to a movie theater to see a movie since my kids were born

So we're coming up on four years and it's just different things. It was the pandemic

It was having newborns like this and that you know and not having a center

Which by the way, thank you Kristen's coming to babysit in August. So my husband and I can have our first date since the kids were born

But I have developed a fear around

Public settings and I think I can acknowledge that a lot of this is fueled by what I consume on TV and social media

Kind of feels like when I open my social media feeds

Non-stop doom and gloom doom and gloom, but it's always like and you know trigger warning when to talk about gun violence here

It's always like shooting at a strip mall a shooting here

Fourth of July parade shooting and it's places where people are supposed to be going to have fun or just do their daily activities

Shooting at the mall down the street like shooting at the mall by my house

I've gotten shooter on the loose around my neighborhood and I'm just gotten to a point where I have developed instead of

I still believe the best in people

But now I think every person I don't know is a threat because I don't feel safe going out anymore

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