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The Unfolding

From the Archive: Page 86: Sparkle Sanders: Struggling with Postpartum Depression

The Unfolding

Northwestern Media

Religion & Spirituality, Christianity

4.9867 Ratings

🗓️ 14 October 2022

⏱️ 46 minutes

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Summary

Sparkle Sanders was driven to succeed in everything she did.  One of her greatest fears was failure. Nothing made her feel more like a failure than motherhood. When Sparkle became a mom, it didn't look anything like what she expected.   Every day was hard, and the struggle with postpartum depression made her feel miles away from God. Sparkle is the founder of Beautiful Truth, a for-profit, global ministry that aims to encourage, empower and teach others that through Jesus they can have and live a good, fulfilling life. 

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0:00.0

Hey, this is Meredith. While we're working on the next 10 new episodes of the unfolding, we wanted to share some of our incredible stories from the archives. One of the things I so appreciate about Sparkle Sanders is her honesty about the struggle with postpartum depression. I think for many women, that struggle feels so lonely and isolating.

0:21.3

If you're there or if you've ever been there, Sparkle's story will give you hope.

0:27.0

Page 86 of the unfolding is the story of Sparkle Sanders.

0:31.4

As soon as I would wake up, my mind will be racing.

0:33.8

Is he going to cry today?

0:34.8

Is he going to be fussy day?

0:35.6

So mind you, it was one thing to have postpartum depression and anxiety. And then you got a fussy baby. So I'm constantly worried. And my husband

0:42.6

kept saying, I've never seen you like this. God's story has been unfolding.

0:48.8

Since the beginning of time. He invites you to be a part of it.

0:58.1

Another page in the unfolding.

1:10.4

Hi, this is Meredith Foster.

1:12.8

Sparkle Sanders was driven to succeed in everything she did.

1:16.8

She found peace when she could check every box, obey all the rules, when she felt in control.

1:22.5

One of her greatest fears was failure.

1:25.2

Well, if there's ever a scenario that challenges our illusion of control or

1:29.1

makes us feel like a failure, it's parenthood. So when Sparkle became a mom, it didn't look

1:34.3

anything like what she expected. Every day was hard. Nothing was going right. Everything seemed to

1:41.2

scream. She was failing. I have always been a Christian.

1:46.8

Grew up in a household where my mom, I mean, we start talking to Jesus at an early age.

1:51.8

I have grown up in church and knowing about Jesus all my life.

1:54.9

I can say in my natural state, in my personality type, I can be a perfectionist.

2:00.2

That's always been there. So whatever I do,

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