I firmly believed in my heart of hearts that I would be model scouted and that it would change my life fundamentally.

That was going to be your moment.

I mean, it just made sense to me.

Like, when I think about what I looked like at like 12 years old, I was rocking, like, I would argue a Bermuda short.

Like a checker print Bermuda short and like really long.

Almost to ankle.

Skin tight, Abercrombie, Arabostel, like shirt on the top.

Yes.

And to me, with bangs directly across my forehead.

Oh, yeah.

Why wouldn't that happen for me?

Yeah, you were actually like, you were America's next top model.

And speaking up.

And speaking of America's second half model, like I will say like I was a little bit upset that I was never tapped in the shoulder when I walked past one of those model scouting.

There was nobody on earth that could smize.

I feel like you could at 10 years old.

I was walking by those people.

I was sucking in my cheeks.

I was pushing my shoulders back. I was popping that chest out and I was strutting past them and not once did they turn their head.

Hello you guys. This is Joe Hedges and Andrew Muscarella. And this is good children.

The beginning was good The first one was really good

And then I got shaky

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