I am free and that is why I am lost, that was something that Franz Kafka wrote and I believe

that's the reason we're really afraid to become who we want to become.

We're afraid of freedom, we're not afraid of not making it, we're not really afraid

of failure, we're not afraid of suffering, we're not afraid of being a victim, we're not

afraid of other people, we're not afraid of death, we're losing somebody.

I think we're really afraid of becoming ourselves, of being free, because then I'm lost, if

I'm free I'm lost, I'm everything I'm nothing, if I'm free I can't put myself in

a place, I can't be in this time space, I can't continue, I can't be, I can't be someone,

I can't have, I can't own, if I'm free I'm lost, into nothingness, into the void of existence,

and that's when you feel that existing is absurd, so we're afraid of it, we're afraid

of that void, but we forget that over free we're also everything, we become everything,

everything or oneness comes to us, we are the universe, it's not that the universe is

working against us or for us, we are universe, what do you think you are?

The minute you're free, and the minute you let yourself feel lost, that's the moment

you feel, you are the universe, you're not a moment in space in time, you're not a thing,

you're not a someone, you're not even you, it just is, see the universe is just going

through that body that you are, consciousness is downloading through what you call you,

and if you let that consciousness expand, that love grow, and if you push through fear

just enough to let go of what you think you are, yes you'll be lost, but you'll be lost

in love, you'll be free, you'll be everything, you'll be in love, you will have love for everyone,

you will receive love from everyone, everyone and everything will become you, everything

will be united, they won't be the vision, you'll stop judging, judgment will pass through

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