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Just before we start, this episode contains some strong language.

All right. Okay.

For starters, what do you remember about the actual attack?

I remember my mum told us that we were going to stop at our family restaurant first before we went to school.

And I remember seeing the yellow crime scene tape stretched all the way around the restaurant.

So I knew this was serious.

But the most important thing that I remember was the smell of the restaurant,

the burnt restaurant.

The fire started in the storeroom and spread quickly into the wooden beams in the ceiling.

That chemical, strong acreed smell, sharp, mixed with burning wood.

Everything was damaged either by fire or smoke.

When I walk now past burning rubbish, I am triggered back to that smell of the restaurant when I first stepped out of the car.

Although it's not yet been determined whether the restaurant was deliberately lit,

the Aesan squad is carrying out an extensive investigation.

I remember looking through the main entry doors of the restaurant.

There were open, and inside I could see the lobby

and there was this tray of glass tumblers.

I don't know if I asked my mum for it.

I just remember suddenly then having in my hand

the blackened glass tumbler

and it had the same smell

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