I just said to God, do you know God, I'm tired of trying to find love.

I'm tired of it all.

And I said, God, would you just take my life?

I thought I was going to be beamed up to heaven, you know, like,

beam me up Scotty!

Because it was such a real, almost like a face-to-face encounter with God.

And do you know what happened?

It was like love being poured into me. Welcome everybody. This is Simon

Gilbert with Inspired and we've got another fantastic X this week. I'm very excited. Welcome Raj.

Thank you. And for me, Simon. Yeah, I'm really, really very looking forward to your story. I know it's an

amazing one. Now, Raj, let's get straight into it.

So for people to understand, we're not giving a surname, you'll work out the reason in terms

of protecting identity, but you're from India. And yeah, just tell us, I mean, straight away,

that's going to be a different background from most of us. So what was your childhood like and build up?

Yeah.

So my family, my parents are both from India.

They were born in India, but I was actually born in Wolverhampton, which is like India.

It's like an India version in the UK.

But yeah, so I was one of seven.

It was a very strict Hindu family. By the time I was born, so. I, it was very strict Hindu family.

By the time I was born, so we had, they had three daughters and two sons,

and by the time I was born, I don't think my parents were wanting another daughter.

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