I was having a panic attack in front of the whole school.

I, like, blacked out on stage.

And then I started stumbling on the word, and I was like,

I couldn't quite latch on.

And then finally, I, like, stood up and I went like,

Fess!

And then I walked off.

The whole school was just sitting watching me, like, oh, he's having an emotional breakdown.

He is an actor who has started some of Hollywood's biggest franchises.

But behind the action hero, exterior is a man who has had to do the inner work

in order to achieve the level of success that he has achieved.

We have the inspiring Joel Kinnaman in the house.

I was in the abyss. Something in me is telling me that I can't do this. I can't eat. I'm throwing up and now I'm having panic attacks. My constitution can't handle this.

How have you been able to navigate eating disorder, stage fright, and panic attacks while also being at the top of Hollywood?

So I started thinking about like these like forces in me what would provoke them the most? Like let's go to fucking war

You've been a massive star and you've had an incredible career, and right now you have three

different shows on TV. You've got multiple shows and productions. You are one of the most

in-demand actors out there. But you've also talked about a few different things with me and also

publicly. One, an eating disorder that you've had in the past.

Debilitating stage fright, which I wasn't even aware of that, and panic attacks.

Yeah.

But you have been able to be so like on top of your game and accomplish and achieve and perform so well under pressure.

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