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Before we get started, I want to warn you you suicide is mentioned in this episode.

There's one part of this story I haven't told you yet.

Mine.

I knew if I was going to tell Father Ryan's story, I needed to talk to the man himself.

I hoped getting his version of events would help me understand why he did what he did. That's why reaching out was one of the

first things I tried to do. I found Ryan's email address on a court document.

I had barely started doing my own investigation. But in November 2017, I sent

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