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Back in and better, once you bad as ever.

I feel so far away from you today.

Because you're not sitting on my lap.

Yeah, we were so close last time.

No, I'm honestly glad we're not doing that again this week because you were like overheating my body.

No, I was hot. I've been running hot recently. I think since I started taking SSRIs and abusing marijuana, like I'm just like my body is overheated forever. And that's a price I'm willing to pay for like my body. And have you picked a rehab yet? No, no, no, no. Passages in Malibu. Those episodes are going to go crazy in the rehab. Do you think they'll let us do episodes in rehab? They take your phones away. We'll fly in a drone. Yeah. And we'll have like mics. Yeah. Magnetic mics. Who's we? You don't have to go with me. If I go to rehab, it's a solo journey.

No, I'm going to fucking rehab. Then I'm never going to rehab. They don't take me to rehab.

What's crazy is there was like a pocket of artists that because I was being personally affected by the opioid epidemic.

Any artist that was outwardly going through addiction genuinely affected me in a way that I don't think they understood.

It was so real for me.

I like fully didn't grasp.

It was like, holy shit, this shit gets outside of these four walls.

Yeah, I didn't fully grasp like what it meant for an artist to go to rehab or a celebrity

to go to rehab, but I knew that it was bad and it would affect my mood for the week.

Like, it would ruin my mood.

Well, I was, like, actively partaking in a household where I was a child and I understood,

like, what it meant for someone to disappear into rehab like literally like that like having that and then knowing because it's like

it's that fucking serious bitch like demi posting on Facebook that she was in rehab it's that

fucking serious bitch like the day I remember so clearly also if you're wondering

why i'm wearing glasses um a lot of people i know have been like overly talking about the wrinkles

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