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basket we hope you enjoyed the podcast have a great day uh hi i'm bob i'm an alcoholic and uh and an addict and

codependent adult an adult child,

and just basically my days are full.

Which gives me, you know, an advantage over the average guy

who just kind of gets up and goes to work

and he doesn't get to have all these people talking to him all the time that I do.

I went home one night.

You know, it's amazing how I hear things.

I never, never mind.

Anyway, I went home one night.

I was very stressed out.

I don't know what it was over something.

There was probably a relationship.

It was back in that period where I thought that if I could just find her, everything

would be all right.

I'd be cruising the streets at 4 o'clock in a morning, looking for her.

I knew exactly what she'd look like.

She was 5-11, blonde, very beautiful.

She'd be standing there in the street by her Rolls-Royce.

And as I came cruising by, she'd say,

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