And soo Today I applied for many many jobs online on LinkedIn and that's basically what I did all day.

I and then I walked here. I've been so

been so lazy lately.

I've been the laziest person of life.

Like I cannot make myself work out more than once a week like going to a gym and then I count physical therapy is another workout.

So I'm basically not working out.

Yeah, I gave up on the gym.

I can't.

I don't know what came over me, but it's just like I can't.

I'm just like this is tort.

Like I have no motivation to do it.

Because daily life is torture already.

Just getting through that is like,

I started buying like sweet sugary breakfast things

to help me get like have some reason to get out of bed.

That'll do it. A little bowl of Lucky charms will help me. Yeah. Okay, that's something to look forward to in the morning rather than a reward.

Yeah. Rather than like torture and protein. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah.

Ladies and gentlemen, you're listening to your favorite depressive

diva.

Radon Shepard.

Hey oh I thought you were gonna say you.

Oh me too.

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