So basically, well, I will switch a little bit because I put a lot of people on your journey

and they're listening to podcasts, so I don't want them to know exactly what it is, especially family members.

But as you can tell, I'm from Canada, the French part of Canada, Montreal.

So my English is not that good, but I think you understand.

I speak French. French is my first language.

So basically, it all started when I was 23.

I met a girl, and she basically, and we had a kid together, and we've been together since like nine years.

But the relationship is kind of busy.

We're still together, but it's something with me personally because well, she lied to me in the beginning about her age,

and I was 23, and she was 17.

But she told me that she was 21.

And then a few months later, she got pregnant, and she kept the baby, and we still together since like almost nine years.

But I'm at a point where I don't really know what to do, because the thing that I really want now is to keep my kid for myself,

because we don't see other eye.

I'm from a different background, so it's two different mentality.

I'm like, she's white.

So just a shock of culture.

And since the beginning, because at first, when we met, she didn't, she wasn't really talking with her father.

She was raised by a mother of her life, and she basically see a father like two to three times, all 17 years.

Okay.

And a father doesn't like black people.

Okay.

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