starting to talk to your therapist about big world problems instead of your

own pussy bitch problems that's funny because I started talking to my

therapist about big world problems and she was like what you're talking about

here is self-actualization and most people don't ever reach it so wow yeah that

didn't do anything for any of us for your ego no it would be bad if I did

reach it or wait maybe it would be good oh I don't know so you were complaining to

her about self-actualization and she was like don't worry about that you're

never gonna get there pretty much yeah I mean basically what I was saying was

like why can't I ever just get my life together well I mean that's not quite

it either it's like how do I get my life together and in the process make the

world a better place without destroying myself and she was like that's not

gonna happen yeah she's like I don't is a tall order let's just focus on what's

going on with your family right now let's just focus on reframing your thoughts

to start out right did you yes you took you to an island yet she has to take

me to any islands buddy when that happens and then you'll be in business check

please yeah oh yeah Tom you didn't give me a check in earlier I asked I asked the

trailbillies for a check in and Tom denied me I'm sorry I was I can't keep up with

the grief if there's if I'm in a group text more than one person which wouldn't

be a group text forget about it I turn my head for 20 minutes and then there's

900 messages our group text is not unmanageable yeah it was like six times I just

said how you do and tall well no I was just I was on calls too so well the

point is now how you doing Tom I'm okay I'm I think I'm allergic to my cat I'm

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