Welcome to at last she said it. A podcast where women of faith come together to

acknowledge that it's complicated and support each other while we figure it out. Hello friends it's good to be with you today. I am Cynthia Wynward. Welcome to at last she

said it. I'm here today with two friends actually I'm here with Susan Hinckly and

Holly Gattano hello ladies hello Cynthia hi Cynthia

hi Cynthia, hi Susan. Thanks so much for being here Holly We are so happy to have you with us and we will get into your story a little bit in a minute Holly but the one of the first things we like to ask our guests when we have them on is kind of an icebreaker

question and we like to ask them what do you know? So what do you know Holly? I think I

know something about myself in that I'm pretty consistent. I was just

re-reading some of my journals. My husband and I were redoing our basement and I came

across all my boxed journals and I was reading them from the time that I was 12 until in my early college years and I

Really had a good time reading how consistent the things that I wrote the goals that I had were still goals that I had at this

stage and I thought boy have I really not developed that much or am I just really, you know,

am I just really that this is who I am and so it begged the question for me that are we

eternal we are eternal beings but are we eternal beings that came so hardwired

as to who we are in our natures and our souls,

that those things are so ingrained in us

that they stay with us for our whole mortality.

I mean, and so I feel like I know who I am

in that sense that the things that are important to me and the

relationships that I have that are significant to me, you know, that I know the kind of person

I am and the kind of love that I enjoy and that kind of I'll share that in a little bit about you

know my marriage you know and I know that the kind of relationships that I love so that's

what I know I guess. How amazing to be able to have that moment of perspective about yourself

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