The abductions did start from my earliest memories. I have no way of knowing when the first one happened. I have a feeling it was probably in utero, honestly. When I was 18, my roommates and I

were born again and spirit-filled, and it was amazing. Unfortunately, what I didn't learn about

during that time was about the fallen angels, and so I didn't get enough information to apply

it to my situation. But what I did do is get enough information to apply it to my situation.

But what I did do is get enough information to apply it to my fear.

And for this period of time, especially while I was a baby Christian and just rebuking everything

and, you know, having this crazy amount of amazing faith, the abduction stopped for a time.

But when my roommates and I disbanded and went on with our lives and moved into different, you know, states and cities and went on our way,

I met a man who's not a born-again, faith-filled Christian, I fell away from my faith.

And really quite quickly, everything just started back up again.

And I didn't have enough information to put those two together to realize that's why that was

happening again. I grew up seeing humans and non-human entities working side by side. There were

humans there. I was not allowed

to speak with them. They were not allowed to speak with me. A part of that is where the UFO

brain fog comes into play. And then they used us, the abductees, to show these humans what would

happen if they talked. So utilized me and others like me to say, you don't want this to happen

to your wives, your girlfriends, your friends,

your neighbor, whatever. And if you

talk, this is what's going to happen.

And they abused

us in front of other people to

show what would happen.

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