I just realized how much conditioning that is to be interviewed at a young age all the

time like that, to like this deference to authority, knowing that you have someone you

got to report to your whole life that you are not your own, right?

And it's a man every time.

Yeah.

Every single time.

Every single time.

Every single time.

Every single time.

Every single time.

That scene when Dan is saying that prayer, he's like, I'll go, I'll do what you want

me to do, or whatever, you know, that, that, I got really scared because I had, I have

done that same prayer.

Like there were a lot of moments in my life where I'm like, you know, just, just freaking

tell me what to do, you know, like, I'll do whatever you want, just tell me, just,

you know, give me something, just let me know what it is, I'll do it.

Back in the day, like in the 80s, you know, when there was the church program, like 70s

and 80s to bring, you know, American Indians from the reservation into Mormon homes, like

we had to in our house, like when I grew up to what?

To, to like exchange students or whatever, like, I was just, I could get you to say something

inappropriate.

Anyway, it was traumatic, but it kind of underlines that, that impulse that I think I've

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