I think that we're born spiritual creatures, which is a deep abiding love of other humans, of nature,

a oneness with nature and with other people, a patience, accepting of everyone in everything.

And we often have something that chases that out of us.

Chases that out of us.

You know, Plant Madison has given me a lot more

compassion, compassion more compassion.

Compassion.

We start to say our own mortality.

We start to say our own mortality.

Death is coming and we look back and like what did I learn from this

amazing lesson because I do believe whatever energy we've created here we are

taking that experience to the next experience whatever that is

whatever energy burst I am. I only realized in the last two years that I have energy burst I am I've been sexist as

fuck. I was in a mushroom ceremony two weeks later and I saw these amazing lights. I'd never seen anything

like it so it was extraordinary, but then I realized that it was familiar that I

knew exactly what it was in this space where we go this mystical state of

consciousness I'm like how can this be that I've never seen anything this amazing yet I know what this is and then I

realized I was looking at my wife and that I know her I know her very well yet I don't know her at all.

She's sexist as fuck.

I haven't seen her in many ways.

And you know what I kind of realized is that she's Johnny Carson and I'm Ed McMahon.

I thought it was that way around. I've got got it right.

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