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You've had a few controversies online. I don't know what you're talking about.

The Lydia Millen has been

blogging for over a decade. Lydia's story is full of twists and turns. She has often stayed quiet on

this and very, very rarely does interviews. My palms are really sweating. One of the things that I think

I've struggled the most with communicating online is my childhood. What were you like back then?

I've heard that you spent summers in Ibiza.

I had a job at Ibithrax, plastic, Eden.

I would go from one job to the other and then I'd go out and I'd party.

Where do you think that desire or enjoyment of earning money came from?

For me, it all links back to I learnt really early on that I couldn't depend on a lot of people.

How do you deal with the criticism? I've been on the receiving end of cancel culture. See, I've

lost count of how many times I've experienced it. I'm not about to feel sorry for myself. Do you think

you have like an online persona? Such a hard one, isn't it? Failing in the way that I did, I didn't know how to cope with it at the time,

and it flawed me.

I didn't know enough.

That's for the Long & Shores,

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