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Monocycle with Leandra Medine

Ep 43: Love Your Mom

Monocycle with Leandra Medine

Monocycle

Arts

4.9779 Ratings

🗓️ 19 December 2016

⏱️ 12 minutes

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Summary

We're heading into Thanksgiving!!!! Kind of, at the end of next week, and I've never needed some fucking time off more. But I'm also getting kind of anxious about the family time that awaits -- not because I don't love spending time with my family, those people are my people, but because lately, I have been arguing so much with my mom and I can't quite shake the resentment I am starting to feel. Intellectually, I recognize what I need to do the cut the tension that frankly, I am instigating, but emotionally, it's like I've become a six-year-old with a vengeance all over. This makes sense in my head because she is my mom and as such I often feel like I have carte blanche to act like an asshole/baby around her, but guess what? She's a person too! I didn't realize that until recently, but I get it now. The thing is, I'm caught at the intersection of don't care and don't want to believe it. So I've been thinking a ton about a) how selfish I am, b) how incredibly complex the relationship between a mother and her daughter gets as said daughter gets older and c) how even though this exact tension is pretty much the reason so many therapists are employed in this country, such a conflict can feel so...unique to me. Why do I feel so alone? If you can sympathize with any of the above, hit play and then open a bag of popcorn (Buddha Bowl is my recommendation) and commiserate in the comments. Related Stories: Moms: A Moot Point Quotes from the Moms of Man Repeller MR Money Diaries: Laura Medine, Leandra’s Mom, Chronicled Her Spending for a Week Monocycle: Episode 3, Thankful In partnership with TNT Logo by Kelly Shami - legsny.com/ Edited by Nicholas Quazzy Alexander

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0:00.0

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0:05.9

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0:10.6

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0:14.9

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0:23.6

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0:25.6

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0:31.6

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0:33.6

We can talk about it at a later date.

0:36.6

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0:40.3

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0:50.4

Hi, and welcome back to Monocycle, a podcast by a man-repeller hosted by Leander Medine.

1:00.1

So it's the Friday before Thanksgiving, which means that that same thing is on everyone's mind. Going home or going to what home means to you and trying to pick up the pieces of the last couple of weeks.

1:06.7

I personally have been arguing a ton with my mom, unrelated to the election, frankly, and

1:13.6

probably just because she's my mom and I'm her daughter.

1:18.6

But you know, I used to think there was no feeling less satisfying than recognizing a fallen hero.

1:24.6

But recently my perspective on that has really changed. For as much as my mom loves me

1:29.4

and for as great as she is and for as long as we have been mother and daughter 27 years,

1:35.5

she genuinely doesn't get me. She doesn't know how to treat me. She doesn't know how to handle me.

1:42.3

And I don't know if that makes sense, so I'll provide some context.

1:46.0

I was in a really shitty mood on Friday night.

1:48.1

I was really exhausted from the week.

1:50.5

We had to scrap all of the stories we'd had scheduled for Wednesday through Friday and rewrite everything.

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