What is that?

What the fuck are we doing here?

That's deep, bro.

Hi, bro. Welcome to That's Deep, bro.

Serious questions with silly people.

I'm your host, Christina Paginski.

And, you know, guys, I'm going to be honest with you.

It's been a wacky, wacky month.

I've been kind of keeping it under wraps just because it's like, it's so cray, cray.

My mother finally died physically anyway.

She and I have had, as you know, we've had a strain relationship for five and spoken to her in eight years.

And I've been mourning her death for, I would say eight years.

And finally, she is shed, this mortal coil, and she is no longer with us in the flesh.

And it's complicated, bro. I'm not going to lie.

I'm not going to say that I don't go through weird shit every other day.

I do, I do.

And I'm going to talk about it today within the context of mental illness.

A lot of you have asked me to do an episode on it for a long time.

And I think now is a great time because my mother was very mentally ill and it really reeged havoc on my family.

And on me and on her, on her, mostly.

So, yes, mental illness, specifically, borrowing personality disorder, which is what she had.

And then later schizophrenia, it developed in the schizophrenia.

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