Alright what up guys welcome back to another episode of Bellcast and

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I think I'm trying to I think I'm trying to be extra happy because this topic is gonna be extra

sad for me it's sad and it's something that everyone

has been asking about and I think we're finally

ready to talk about it.

I didn't even want to talk about it until you're like,

should we talk about this? And I'm like, I don't do, and you're like,

babe, I think it's time. So I don't know how far I'll be, I'm gonna, I'm already

getting choked up, but okay, okay whatever so I think it's time because

We waited a year or two before we talked about it and

People still ask about it and people still ask about it so I think you guys know what we're talking about it's what happened to bricky god damn it is what people want to know and you want to tell your side

maybe how you feel because we've never even really talked about it like I've never talked

about that I've never like I'm just a pretty private person I already feel like coming. But I just don't like talking about that stuff because I'm just like that's my personal like that's like my heart stuff.

Yeah, my brother's already getting sad.

But maybe I can start with it, and then maybe you can fill in with how you feel in a lot.

Because a lot of it was me respecting Ma bear,

and I was super open to talk about it like I don't you guys know me I don't really try to keep things secret and like I'm

I'm not trying to keep it a secret that's what I'm saying okay you have to keep defensive I'm sorry. Yeah'm not, I don't keep things secret,

like some people out there, you know what I'm talking about?

Just kidding.

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