And I closed my eyes and once again asked the question.

As absurd as it appeared to me, why haven't I asked truly asked to be happy?

Paul, the answer was immediate. The answer was I was afraid of dying and I knew it wasn't

physical test. It was my sense of me. And that's why I knew at that point, I mean I had given up meat at certain times.

I'd, you know, done meditation practices.

I'd read, I'd, you know, I saw myself as a secret, and I knew Paul if the door to enlightenment

was over there to my left, I'd be looking there, to the right.

I'd be looking up. I'd be looking everywhere except where the door

was because I was afraid to go through it.

Welcome to Living 4D with Paul Check. Today Paul is talking with Darrell Robert Schoon.

Darrell is an author and speaker known for his writings on the economy, gold and the crisis that currently faces humanity.

He graduated from college in 1966 with a degree in political science,

then entered law school but soon dropped out to live in the Haide Ashbury

where he became a member of the hippie subculture in San Francisco.

Since then his articles on the economy have been widely published on the web and he has spoken before

audiences in the USA, Europe and Australia

and on TV. His current focus includes spirituality, metaphysics and economics.

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