Hey, hey, you know, forget all that. Let's get to talking because girl, it's about to get

real. It's how you do a manja. No time for intros. How are you? Well, thank you for asking

me. I'm hanging in there. I'm hanging in there. I am. I all I can say is thank God for my

child who was the best reprieve I could have every couple hours just playing with him, but

um, is it wrong to feel really excited? I think I've gone through my deep funk and I am, I am on

the other side and feeling a bit optimistic. Dare I say the word optimistic. I feel like

the response to what's happened. First of all, a lot has happened to our last show. That

feels like we stopped recording in the most exciting news story with the Central Park

Karen and Amy Cooper's probably like, thank God. Which is so terrible because don't forget

about her because she's a hot mess and deserves all the, you know, whatever she gets. Um, but

then this news broke and doesn't it feel like in the last week, this, I don't think this

would have happened. If it hadn't been for the COVID pandemic, I don't think people would

have been as connected to virtual world like to social media and sitting around their houses

with nothing better to do. And thank God in a way for this virus. I mean, it's so complicated.

Like I'm kind of grateful that people have had all this free time to dig in and speak out

and get galvanized around this, this, this, this social injustice and, and this moment in

our history. But at the same time, I'm, so I'm optimistic, but I'm also scared. I'm scared

for people out there protesting. I don't want there to be another wave of coronavirus.

I am dealing with my own internal demons. I don't know if you guys know, but have my family

is white. And I don't talk to very many of them anymore. And I've been distancing myself

for years now. And I realize am I am, am I complicit by distancing myself, by not engaging

with them when I have a seat at their table, potentially. And I could be engaging with

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