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Welcome back to another episode of Probably a podcast. We have the most incredible, special, vivacious, iconic, your bestie and mine, but way more mine on the podcast. And her special cat, because she's a witch and she has a black cat. Anna Grace Newell here forever, much like

snow. It just snowed. How did we not bring this up? Everyone was messaging me going the ice storm.

Snow is forever. Wait, wait, wait, wait. We got to start it again. Ready?

Snow is forever. Too slow.

Snow around the world. God, our lag glitch is just so bad on our singing.

Listen, we're doing a remote podcast because she betrayed me and moved away.

And so there's just going to be a little bit of a lag on that song.

We just know that we, in fact, did not create that song. It's something else is forever and something else around the world. And that was just like a really iconic moment in our lives. I'm trying to speak a little softer. One, because my daughter's sleeping in a room next door, although I'm looking at the Nana right now. She's an angel. And two, because I am once again using wired headphones. I swear I'll be back in my studio soon and the audio will be crisper cleaner, more amazing. Now, the reason I had Anna Grace on this episode, one, because I left her. Two, I needed a bit of a mediator because I do fear this episode could get really dark really quickly. Basically, I thought I had a silly, goofy idea where it would be funny to bring up and talk about everything I've ever lied about. Now, a couple of things came right to mind. Okay, I say, I've always lied about that for sure. It's time to come clean. And then some other things, I'm like, I bet there's other stuff that I've lied about that people will jog my memory. And then I knew, I knew I was opening this can of worms. I knew that people were just going to say mean things about me and like in my question box and I don't go to like a specific hate page. Like I don't read like mean things about myself anymore. So I knew this was like really going to be like tough. And it's funny. Some of them I'm like, what are they talking about? Whereas before I used used to be like I know exactly what theory they're talking about um this did hurt my feelings a little bit um some of them did but most of them I had already seen because I used to have a mental illness where I would like read every mean comment about myself and so I would be privy to all this stuff so like most of it I knew they would say we're going to go by one by by one. But some of them are true. Some of them are false. Some of them are just downright fucking insane.

I answered a couple of intergrace on, but I knew I would be able to keep it light and fresh and fun for me. Yes. Yes. I wouldn't get, because I could see myself being really defensive, being like, I never happened.

And then I'm like, I don't want it to be like that.

Like, I just want to chill and laugh and giggle.

And like, if something's true, it's true.

If something's not true, it's not true.

You know?

Amen.

Yeah. that never happened and then I'm like I don't want it to be like that like I just want to chill and laugh and giggle and like if something's true it's true if something's not true it's not true you know

amen yeah and honestly I told shana before we got on she is so much stronger and braver than me like

the way the way I told also this yesterday and I say this I will all the time like gun into my

head for me to pull up a hate page about myself I I don't even know if one exists, by the way, but if one does, I couldn't read it. I could not read it. No, these, like, actually the messages were pretty, like, I've kind of filtered through. I feel like people that follow me are pretty nice for the most part. There were, of course, some, like, not nice ones on this Q&A, but on my IG, like most of it was just, you know, standard stuff.

Okay, a couple of things I answered on my Instagram because I was like not going to go in

depth. nice ones on this Q&A, but on my IG, like, most of it was just, you know, standard stuff.

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