It is Friday June 18th. Welcome back after another little hiatus there was about two weeks in between episodes. I think that's I'm gonna try to put one out every week. Definitely starting in I absolutely will be starting in July.

I'm gonna try to get another episode out next week and then I'm going out of town. We got a big baseball tournament in Pigeon forge Tennessee and he traveled baseball people to Cal Ripkin experience with my 11 year old.

It's gonna be a blast we got a first time ever I'm did an air B and B. I've never done that before I know I'm probably like way behind the times on that but we rented a pretty sick cabin and we're excited about it's gonna be a fun little trip.

But I want to give you a little personal update and I'm gonna play something here and it's from America's Got Talent and it's about six minutes and 20 seconds long.

I'm interested skip ahead we'll probably start the show at about the nine eight minute mark you you can find it. But it just about it's a girl from Zanesville Ohio and that's why I wanted to put her on Ohio girl.

Has cancer has been battling cancer just a beautiful voice a beautiful song original song that she wrote and then she says something when Simon Cal kind of has given his feedback afterwards that I just hit me right but right between eyes.

I mean it was I mean it was I don't say life changing but it was impactful it was something that I needed to hear and I heard it because I feel like no matter what the last three years and really I think it's all life right you face moments of adversity in the last three years I faced just random adversity I faced expected adversity

consistent adversity at times that I know is always gonna be there and I think those that have listened to show from day one can guess what some of those consistent adversity things are but this something happened to me on Monday of this week that just I mean it just wanted it's I'm I'm furious about it but I got pulled over randomly not speeding nothing going on and I come to find out I have a suspended license no idea I've no tickets no traffic offenses no reason why I should have a suspended license and for those of you don't know I have four kids right my my life is not going to be a good thing.

I'm just about to get to the last four years right my newest is 10 months old and I've been dating my current girlfriend for I don't know four years now maybe a little longer that because our youngest is almost four so five years and so we've been together from since since she had my my four year old and so anyways I get pulled over my license is suspended someone has to pick come pick me in my 11 year old up I'm

suspended license I go on and find out that my license is suspended because of child support I saying I owe child support to my current girlfriend for my two kids that she lives with me they live with me I pay for I pay all the bills she's you know stays at home with them like why I would owe her child support and she didn't like I guess when she first had our daughter we didn't

get her so they set it up and then we moved in together we we filled out a form is supposed to be canceled it didn't get canceled and it's just I bring it up not to just you know woe is me but it just family court is criminal it's a money grab because after battling this and trying to get out of this ticket that I got

because it was absurd no one even told me I'd suspended license I find out we have to go in front of a judge her and I together go into a courtroom and ask them to remove child support between me and her think about that how fucked up is this world that I have to go her and I who agree that there's no child support I paid for

everything like she's my girlfriend she lives here like I take care of her she doesn't she doesn't get child support we have to go in front of a judge so he can tell us if it's okay if I don't give her child support or not like what the fuck what

what is wrong with this country what is wrong with this country and I mean I've I've had probably more legal battles than anyone that listens to the show from family court criminal court custody court you name it I've been in all of them and it's just unbelievable though the criminal money grab

you go to my my custody case I mean they hired a guardian ad light them right which is an attorney for the kids and you know how the custody got resolved I got my ex wife to agree to my terms the guardian didn't do anything they made me pay a thousand

dollars to a moderator I guess is what it is a mediator I guess is the right word I had to pay a thousand dollars and so did my ex wife I feel bad for her on that part for I'm not really but you know that I had to pay a thousand

dollars for a mediator so he could mediate to see if we could come to an agreement I'm like I don't know if you know her but there's not going to be an agreement but anyways I just wanted to share that

update because I've it's just I feel like it's been one thing after another in my life just the last two months and I think that has contributed to the consistency of the

podcast which is an excuse and I apologize it's not good enough excuse but all seasons tough anyways and with football season coming back ramping back up this summer a lot of stuff going on we're

going to talk about a lot of things in this show obviously it'll be way more consistent but I just wanted to talk about the mental health aspect of life and just share my it's part of its

therapy for me so I appreciate you humoring me entertaining me and and listening to me talk about it because it definitely is therapeutic for me to get it

off my chest and just talk about what's going on in my life but I want to share this clip with you it is six minutes and 20 seconds long so if you don't want to hear it I would I

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